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Covid Testing & Vaccine – New Money Spinner

Remember five things when you read the five articles at the end of this post.   And bear in mind also – who is once again at the top of the food chain and who is at the bottom.  Covid will never go away.  Covid has spawned a whole new industry.  We can develop our own antibodies – that is what we have an immune system for.  Isn’t it convenient that FACT has been totally ignored in favour of expensive treatments and testing.  Oh – the testing forever.  Who has been conned and who is laughing now?

  1. The vaccine companies NEED the profits from the covid vaccine or many will to the wall because of the high payouts for various offences etc in recent years – that is why Hydroxychloroquine had to be suppressed -it’s too cheap.
  2. Gvt is already committed to buying MILLIONS of doses and this is all tied into the money they give GAVI every year (€49.5 MILLION since 2002)
  3. There is resistance across the world to taking a fast-tracked vaccine, for an un-isolated and un-defined virus, with DNA CHANGING properties.  The easiest way for gvt to deliver on part of it’s vaccine commitment to the drug companies is to vaccinate the ‘captive victims’  i.e.  children through schools or pushy doctors, nursing-homes residents, medical staff (but doctors already have a vaccine exemption clause), front-line workers, hospital patients, residents of care-homes, fostered children, mental health institutions, prisons.  And to push business owners to employ only vaccinated workers under threat of removing licences, permits etc.  Then its probably logical that if one family member is vaccinated the rest of the family will also agree.  Remember the money for this vaccine which will not be cheap is going to be paid for from our taxes.  Currently our debt stands at over €56,000 for every man, woman and child in Ireland.
  4. Follow the money and realize who is connected to the pharma companies (politicians, their families, every spokesman/woman for vaccine you have seen on TV or on media) and how much doctors etc also get for administering vaccines on top of existing payments. 
  5. We now have private testing kits available ranging from €99 – €200 per test.  Another HUGE money spinner if we can be forced into regular testing as the state pulls back on testing.  Who is connected?  And even if nobody obviously connected, there is a lot of money floating around here and if you have been looking at media articles over the last 9 months you will see there is so much money floating that is not even accountable any more.
Here are the five articles

Ireland plays central role in Covid vaccine delivery

Covid-19: Varadkar ‘optimistic’ most vulnerable will be vaccinated in early 2021

First Covid-19 test centre opening at Dublin Airport

LetsGetChecked launches Covid-19 home-testing kits in Ireland, with results expected within three days of being returned


Finally, I should say that I am not opposed to people making money in business.  That is capitalism and I believe in capitalism as in the right to make a profit etc.  However, something deep inside me says there is something intrinsically wrong in the health and pharma industry.  The more I look at it, the less sense it makes.  I leave you with this brief research into Randox – one of the companies awarded contracts for private covid testing at Dublin Airport.

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Covid – How Have We Coped With It?

I asked one question across various platforms on social media over the space of 4 hours.  The question was “What do THEY want from us?” THEY being the orchestrators of covid.  What I discovered had NOTHING to do with the question.

I am not a medical person, but I am logical.  I came to the conclusion that almost everyone I interacted with over the course of four hours on social media appeared to be disconnected with or has disassociated to some extent from reality when it comes to covid.  You see the people interacting with me were all what we term “Awake”.  And many if not all would want the “Sheeple” to wake up.  Remember this as you read.  Apologies for the terms used.  They are not popular terms.

Even worse – it seemed obvious to me that everyone – EVERYONE viewed and spoke about the various aspects of covid as if they were outside the situation.  Almost like they were viewing life as a video in which they had no part.  When asked to bring all their beliefs, research, knowledge closer and more personal – nobody could – despite quite a lot of pressure from me.  Some gave up on the question, asking me to give them the answer while others reacted angrily at being told their answers were wrong – some quite aggressively.  I pick up on patterns and this pattern was so obvious I have to write about it.

So, to reiterate again – I came to these conclusions from speaking with “Awake” activists NOT sleeping “Sheeple”,

I am speaking about adults here – I am not even going to go there as regards the extreme damage being done to babies, children, teenagers which is so overwhelming and unaddressed.

If you are new to some of the terms used here, the definitions are just a bit further down.

My conclusions are:

  • Coronavirus – or more correctly the measures taken by government and governing health authorities has had a seriously adverse traumatic effect on our population at large.
  • Resulting in the population compartmentalizing their brains in order to cope – short term involuntary reaction to shock?
  • Progressing to large scale Cognitive Dissonance brought about mainly by conflicting messages from gvt/health auth.  2 kinds of conflict examples:
    1.  Gvt message: “Don’t wear a mask, its not health” .v. “wear a mask, it’s not harmful and is vital – don’t be selfish.”
    2. Inner conflict – obey all covid measures because gvt says disaster is present .v. I don’t see any evidence of it.
  • Progressing to PTSD – Post Traumatic Stress Disorder resulting in severe mental health issues, suicides etc.

KISS (Keep It Simple Stupid) so making this as basic as possible

  • GVT/Health Auth/Media are partaking in a global Plandemic
  • Gvt/health auth/Media people behind the covid measures  show ALL the signs of NPD by their actions (later)
  • Our own doctors, nurses, hospital staff are partners in it. (either that or they are stupid, in which case we should not be putting our lives in their hands)
  • They have traumatized and emotionally abused the nation
  • Population experiencing Cognitive Dissonance
  • Population increasingly now experiencing PTSD
  • Polarisation in society – Injured people (Asleep) .v. Recovered people (Awake)  I am using the terms Asleep and Awake as they are not popular descriptive terms used.

Cognition: the mental process involved in knowing, learning, and understanding things. …processes of perception and knowledge .

Dissonance is often strong when we believe something about ourselves and then do something against that belief.  If I believe I am good but do something bad, then the discomfort I feel as a result is cognitive dissonance.

Cognitive dissonance is about having two opposing ideas at the same time. Simply put, the mind knows that what you do isn’t right or logical, but you still find a reason as to why you do so.

Cognitive Dissonance is a very powerful motivator and can be used as a form of brainwashing or mind manipulation, which will often lead us to modify our behavior or behave in ways that do not come naturally to us.

It appears that extended exposure to Cognitive Dissonance ignites an initial emotional reaction that is then mediated by the rationalization process.  If no rationalization can be made, or if the emotion cannot be effectively controlled by the victim, then the initial emotional reaction may grow more powerful, resulting in mood-regulation disorders such as depression, anxiety, or post-traumatic stress disorder.

PTSD  Post Traumatic Stress Disorder is what happens a person after exposure to physical, emotional or mental abuse.   Everyone has probably experienced at least one episode – most common maybe after the death of a loved one, an accident etc.  It is important to note that trauma is stored in the cells of our bodies.  Every trauma experienced adds more weight to the previous and already existing traumas.  This can explain why people react differently to similar situations – reaction depends on severity of existing stored trauma.

NPD – Narcissistic Personality Disorder as evidenced by gvt/health authorities, who are psychologically abusing the population.

Psychological abuse, often called emotional abuse, is a form of abuse, characterized by a person (gvt) subjecting or exposing another person (population) to behavior that may result in psychological trauma, including anxiety, chronic depression, or post-traumatic stress disorder.[1][2][3] It is often associated with situations of power imbalance in abusive relationships,  It may include bullying and gaslighting.[2][3] It also may be perpetrated by persons conducting torture, other violence, acute or prolonged human rights abuse, particularly without legal redress such as detention without trial, false accusations, false convictions and extreme defamation such as where perpetrated by state and media.

Cognitive Dissonance (victims in population and Psychological Abuse by Narcissists (gvt actions)

When a victim (population) is being coerced, or attempted to be mentally controlled by a narcissist (GVT), it is very common for the victim to experience cognitive dissonance. The result of this state of mind in the individuals in the population is a desire to reduce the overwhelming and unbalanced perception of having two contradictory beliefs.  Very often this means that victims of narcissistic abuse (population) will succumb to believing what the abuser (gvt) wants them to believe about themselves (selfish) or about their external reality (Covid)

Victims who are experiencing Cognitive Dissonance may adopt a pattern of denial, diversion and defensiveness to control their discomfort.

Victims of Narcissistic Abuse experience Cognitive Dissonance when they discover their own reactions or responses to abusive behavior on the part of the Narcissist do not reveal their best side. The victim may

  • display angry outbursts (fighting with non-maskers),
  • actions of deception or retribution (ratting to the police),
  • violence, shouting (at non masked people in shops), name calling, gossip and slander (Facebook posting of photos or videos of people they perceive as not following orders).

Following such actions the victim usually feels shameful, worthless or powerless.   The victim may even blame themselves for contributing to the abuse and dysfunction in the population – or project it onto others (the non-compliant people are spreading the virus! It is their fault all this is happening!)

If you are a victim of Narcissistic Abuse who experienced cognitive dissonance :

  1. Don’t blame yourself or shame yourself for having had contradictory thoughts or assumptions.  Everybody has them. THIS IS NOT YOUR FAULT.
  2. Don’t assume that because you have been wrong or mistaken about one thing that you are wrong and mistaken about everything.
  3. Don’t consider yourself worthless, useless or powerless.
  4. Don’t go into denial about things which are plain facts. Try to accept the truth and learn from it.  Reclaim your confidence.
  5. Be aware the abuse is ongoing, difficult to avoid.  Be good to yourself, take time out.
  6. Practice seeing the lie – “I see you!”  Work at regaining your confidence in your innate ability to tell truth from lies.  Trust your gut.  Take it as a new opportunity to practice seeing everything from different angles.  “Question Everything” is a good motto.
  7. Connect with other people who can see the widespread abuse and are “Awake”.

If the people who see the fakery of covid are experiencing all the above.  They are, at least, aware that there is corruption and deception to a huge degree at play worldwide.  Then where does that leave the people who believe in the deadly virus story?  I have not idea.

However, given the great unravelling going on with the US election scandal preceeded by the Hunter Biden revelations of international corruption and the effect that is having on people who are now only waking up to the scope of the deception.

I am afraid to predict what the outcome is going to be closer to home as the web of deception begins to unravel here.  So far we have had the uproar of the gvt decision to seal the Mother & Baby records for 30 years against popular will.  Then we have the Leo Varadkar scandal of passing confidential information to a friend.  That is now spilling over onto Simon Harris and the cervical cancer scandal which may draw Dr. Tony Houlihan into more hot water, plus more doctors and nurses are speaking out about hospital …..  It seems the web is coming apart worldwide and will only get worse.   I think some people will probably lose their minds.  The longer they can’t see it, the more painful it will be, I think.  I don’t really know.

Now, I am going to bring all this home with some questions

  • “what is wrong with our T.Ds, who are our ELECTED representatives? Guilty by actions
  • What is wrong with our Health Authority figures, who are PAID by us?  Guilty by complicity
  • What is wrong with our healthcare workers, who we have believed are there because they want to care for us, to look after our health, who are PAID by us?  Guilty by silence
  • What is wrong in the media?  Who controls the it?  Guilty of deception.


These may be helpful:
The Great Awakening & Cognitive Dissonance

You Don’t Need to wear a Mask – unless…

Only HEALTH CARE WORKERS, SICK PEOPLE, people looking after sick people at home, and if you are also coughing & sneezing NEED wear MASKS.  I don’t know where common sense has gone, perhaps out the window because of fear.  I would imagine it is not healthy for sick people to be wearing masks though – so not sure what that is all about.

I don’t know from whom some governments around the world are taking their advice.  And it seems to change from day to day or week to week.  As individuals and as business people I think we need to become conscious of the type of future and the quality of life we want.  Our children are being molded by our actions today.  What kind of lives do we want them to have?  What unconscious vibes are we transmitting today?

Yes, health awareness and safety is vital but, let’s slow down a little and consider what is really necessary, practical and healthy.  Let’s not jump on bandwagons because of an image we want to project about ourselves or to promote a business image.

Here is the World Health Organisation public video on who NEEDS to wear a mask.

If you are none of the above, wearing a mask can be bad for your own health.  Just think about it, you are repeatedly exhaling and re-inhaling your own breath particles for one thing.

We might want to think of the fear we are engendering into our kids with all this too.

My aunt (RIP) was a nurse, who died long before her time – her early 40s I think.  But, as long as I knew her she was paranoid about germs – paranoid about dust and everything she touched.  She wasn’t born or raised that way – she developed it as a result of her nursing career and it got out of hand.

Here is just a little personal story of how someone else’s phobia can affect a child.

My aunt visited about 3 times a year and the house had to get a thorough going over before her arrival.  Of course she knew more than my mom about health matters.  So, Auntie checked us kids out from top to toe, for every possible problem.  On one of her visits she apparently found something in my hair – lice?  I got an immediate haircut!  Thankfully for me there were no electric razors around in then.

The problem is that it didn’t stop at one haircut.  And I didn’t catch the germ phobia.  But her phobia for MY hair continued every time she visited and severely impacted my self-esteem and body image.  And especially for major events such as first communion, when my friends had lovely long and curly hair – I had my hair cut to just below my ears!

My last dreaded haircut was aged 12.  It seriously affected my self-confidence – there were boys in the school you see and I would soon becoming aware of the difference between us!  I don’t know why I couldn’t voice my objection to the haircuts before then, my parents were not ogres!  But my memory makes me ask what kind of fears and feelings are our children not able to voice today?

I also remember in the 1960s the County Councils distributed a little booklet to every home on what to do if a nuclear bomb fell on Ireland.  Here’s a laugh for you – it suggested we “tape up the windows and hide under the tables”.  I read that booklet from cover to cover and can still remember it today.  I remember the fear it generated in me.  But, what I remember most of all was the fear I felt every night during those years, when I leaned over the balcony and listened to the adults downstairs talking about it and discussing the radio news of the day.

I never told anyone I was afraid.  It just became a part of me.  When I was at home I worried about my grandparents, aunts and uncles. When I was in grandma’s house for holidays I worried about my parents and what would happen if the bomb fell.  Not all day, every day, just every night and the fear became ingrained in my subconscious through the nightly ritual of prayer.  Family prayer at night was the rosary – where we prayed for everyone we knew by name, for them to be safe.  For them to be safe implied to me they must be in some kind of danger.  Sound crazy?  Well, that was my reality

We need to get a grip on the fear.  Not just pretend to.  We need to really lose it.  We need to stop or curtail as much as possible the outward displays of fear.  Wearing a face mask when it is not necessary is expressing fear.  The 2 meter rule is unworkable and ridiculous in schools, restaurants, bars etc,  As humans we need to see each other, we need to touch each other and we need to be close to each other.  Let’s not forget that in our plans for getting back to business, school and living

The End of COVID-19

Yes, as far as I am concerned – it’s the end of COVID-19.  I am not giving it any more of my precious time and attention, after I write this post.   Exactly two months into my awareness of it, the following are my conclusions on it and some other stuff.


COVID-19 and every other virus like it did not emerge because of bats in Wuhan, China.  Yes, the virus emerged probably in Wuhan but for other factors.  And there is no point in blaming China because what they are doing there is being done across the world – in every big city from Dublin to New York and every industrialised agricultural area… or maybe the phrase should be intensive industrialised farming might be the phrase to use.


On the face of it, lockdown was instituted across the world in order to prevent the complete collapse of the existing Health Services, hospitals etc.


I don’t believe so, in the majority of cases.  It was just the last straw for many people who had one or more contributing factors – they were elderly, had heart and/or lung problems, had low immune systems, were in some stage of other serious illnesses.  I think it is more than possible that some died because ventilators overwhelmed their last shred of resistance.  And finally, the humanity factor of being isolated and left alone in their fear and distress most certainly did not help – and, in my own mind, this last factor is the saddest part of the story.


The emotional, psychological and financial impact of COVID-19 are going to affect a great many of us, especially in the developed countries for a long time to come – especially the children and those already experiencing mental health and human condition issues.

Our governments and how they handle the aftermath of the virus is (possibly) going to be the most influencing factor in the severity of what may or may not turn out to be a recovery.  I say “possibly” because we might escape the probability/certainty? of their bungling by taking our individual recovery into our own hands.


What I write about above is in the past for me because I intend to at least TRY to take responsibility for my own recovery into my own hands – or should it be MIND?


The biggest lesson I have taken from the COVID-19 event is that the most important aspect of my health is my IMMUNE SYSTEM.    I need to become more pro-active in taking care of it if I want to stay away from our broken Healthcare Systems across the world.  My best weapons are:

  • Being as happy as I can be 24/7 because you can’t be happy and stressed at the same time.  Stress is a HUGE factor in wrecking our immune systems.  I will do that by drastically reducing time on my phone – especially Facebook, which is the most depressing and fear-thriving app/platform I know of.  Choosing happy, uplifting, inspiring films etc and tuning in as little as possible to international news.  Once a day is even too much to be tuning into the feed of fear.  Keeping in touch with a circle of friends – not just clicking the Like buttons on social media – that’s not keeping in touch -that’s pretending to keep in touch.   And why are we all texting instead of talking anyway?  Avoidance measures – plain daft and isolating.
  • Examining my diet and taking whatever supplements I think I am not getting enough of – and that definitely entails taking Vit C every day because we don’t store it.  Getting at least an hour of sun exposure  throughout the day to keep my Vit D levels up and also keeping any eye out that I am not lacking in necessary Amino Acids which most people incl medical profession don’t seem to pay much attention to.
  • Sticking to my exercise – at least 2 hours on my bike every day if at all possible
  • Going to sleep when I am tired – even if it is 8pm.  Getting up with the sun and going to be when it’s dark is the natural body cycle anyway!
  • An on-going evaluation of my priorities in life, what is important to me and what isn’t, what I really need/want and what I don’t.



Everyone knows our healthcare systems in Ireland the UK and the US (I don’t know much about EU) are a complete joke.  Nurses are not paid enough and the hours hospital doctors and nurses work are little short of legalised slavery.  How can exhausted people be expected to care for people properly?

US$5,500 is the bill in a New York Hospital for a nurse to lance a peronidal cyst, without any form anaesthetic, no other form of medication, absolutely nothing required, no packing materials afterwards, just to lance it, clean the area and stick on a bandage – WTF?  Look there is something radically wrong there.  And I don’t think our Irish hospitals are much better.   I would like to see a complete audit of all our hospitals individually to see where the costs arise that, apparently, are making it next to impossible for thousands of people to get attention for serious medical conditions.

I would like to see governments taking more interest and promoting better self help care in the areas of mental health and in the form of nutrition, alternative therapies and stress management.  Prevention is better than cure and we need to create a healthy community with less need for serious healthcare for as long as possible.


I hated school, beyond reading, writing and maths it was mostly a waste of time in my case and, sorry to say, but my secondary school teachers were definitely not up to much – I don’t know if it’s the same today.  But I think the prevailing ethos of dependance on points and exam systems that grade students on their ability to regurgitate data has long been recognised as a failed system.  I don’t know why we perpetuate it.

There are increasing numbers of our children falling out of that system every year.  Things need to change.  I am sorry for my grandchildren who have to go through the current systems and glad I am not a parent now because I don’t think I could stand to watch my kids though the system again.


I would love to see a return to small farming or something like that – maybe that means people going back to keeping a few chickens in the backyard – if not prevented by local laws, growing more vegetables ourselves, more bee-keepers etc.  The lakes of pig-slurry can’t go on indefinitely, – it is obvious they are a breeding ground for the next virus mutation.  The cruelty and the lack of morality in industrialize animal farming and food production results in us eating meat that has a bad energy and bad vibration about it – can’t be healthy for us – I say that without even going into what these animals are fed with etc.



I would see the inclination of world governments and people in power behind them such a huge corporations and private interests as one of the biggest unrecognised threats to our existence today.  This becomes obvious in the increasing surveillance measures everywhere – cameras, cameras everywhere and now they want to track us (they already do to an extent) through our phones.

People are Products – to Facebook, Google etc. we are not users, we are products.  They don’t just sell to us, they sell us, our information and our data.  They dehumanize us.

Freedom – Countries where people think they are republics and democracies, without Emperors, Kings & Queens are living a delusion.  What is the difference between the behaviors of the individuals we “elect” and the Emperors of old?  Not a lot when you really think about it.  We just live under the illusion of freedom.  We have more laws and law ENFORCERS now across the globe than we ever had.   We are as much or even  more enslaved to big business today than we were enslaved of old.  Time to take a stand I think.

Peer Policing, Judgements, Convictions, Social Taboos – Personally the most disappointing thing I noticed the past two months was a spiralling growth in peer policing and the subequent trial by social media and lynching (metaphorically) of our fellow citizens.    I understand it is all completely fuelled by fear, but it is damaging and dangerous.  What do I mean?

  • The harassment, judgement and hanging on social media by some people obeying lockdown of the people they perceived to breaking it.
  • the now erupting arguments between those in favour of continuing lockdown versus those who want lockdown lifted
  • the ensuing (and I would imagine going to explode) fights between those who want to force everyone to get vaccinated against everything and those who want the right to refuse vaccination for themselves and their families
  • the fight between those who believe the virus came from doing something with rats in China and those who believe it comes from our damage to the environment
  • the fight between those who believe there is a virus and those who believe it is some kind of hoax pulled by governments and the New World Order to enslave us all
  • the fight between the US citizens who support the Democratic Party and those who support the Republican Party over the virus and how to deal with it – and most importantly the need to find someone to blame for it all.
  • the fight between the ones who want censorship and those who want freedom of speech
  • The fight between the religious and the agnostic, between the liberal and the conservative, the fight between the Right and the Left, the fight between the American Whites and the American Blacks??? the fight between the American police and the black community.

Oh God!  I’m going to stop there – it’s just too fucking exhausting!  Everyone has a position on everything!  Fine, that’s ok!  What is NOT ok is the growing need that seems to be expressing itself in people to HAVE EVERYONE ELSE CONVERT to their position on EVERYTHING!  That is the beginning of fascism and a return to Nazi politics and control.  Yes, all driven by fear.  It might be funny if it weren’t so sad.

So, that is me, done and dusted now, got everything on the subject of COVID-19 (I hope!) off my chest, and ready to get on with my life.

What do Telomeres have to do with ageing?

Sometimes it’s enough for me to take an abstract concept someone tells me and believe it because it just resonates with me and sounds logical.  But now, I have time to do some more research into my beliefs and Bruce Lipton (biologist) is fast becoming a favourite.

My mom signed me up for the subjects in secondary school about which we had options.  She signed me up for Domestic Science (hated it) instead of Science (often wonder where I would be had she chosen differently) and for Latin instead of Commerce.  When she told my Dad he freaked – really wish he had called them up and changed the Science one!  But I quite liked Latin and think the maths in commerce would have driven me crazy as it did most of my friends who spent hours trying to do balance sheets in homework class.

I’ve just been through (put myself through) two stressful weeks – a bit scared of waking up dead, not just because of coronavirus but because of some health issues.  I’ve changed my diet, doing some exercise etc and actually, even though it’s only been a week or so, I appear to be losing belly fat (YEAH!!!)  I can’t say why EXACTLY because the diet change and exercise goes along with more serious efforts at meditation at least twice a day, a change of mindset and trying to develop a happier outlook in life.

So, yesterday up pops Bruce with the video below.  He talks about TELOMERES.   Only other person I ever heard talking about these is Dr. Joe Dispenze.  But Dr. Joe didn’t explain it like Dr. Bruce does 🙂

Anyway, I find this info very exciting because Telomeres have EVERYTHING to do with ageing – the slowing down or speeding up of ageing and the immune system .  Never mind the whacky bit at the beginning of the video.  Stick with it.  I love how he compares cell duplication and the telomeres position/function to a train running out of track etc.  It makes it easy to understand.

I also love the fact that Dr. Joe’s meditations (which I am doing) have been proved to lengthen TELOMERES!!!!!  Good News!  Maybe my meditations are lengthening MY telomeres.

What lengthens telomeres?  Being happy – loving life!  Who knew?