A Harsh Letter from an “Elderly” Lady

A change has been coming over me lately and when I woke up this morning it was complete.  I have reached a state of acceptance regarding covid, the world and people – the good, the evil and the just plain stupid people.

Current events have been many years in the making and we are not yet halfway to the conclusion of the idea – yes, it was just an idea that became a plan with the aid of a great understanding of the human mind.  In my mind it is a horrible, evil conspiracy of greedy, rich and powerful (some not so powerful but sadistic) people who head governments and corporations.  Not to mention pharma and mad scientists conducting experiments on us.

I left Ireland 17 years ago because even then I was increasingly unable to take the “Mommy State” that Ireland was becoming where people stopped crossing empty streets until told by the little flashing green man that it was safe to cross.  Where gvt felt they had to legislate for everything in the interests of “our safety”  because we the people, apparently, were incapable of taking care of ourselves without such laws.  A contributing factor to our current reliance on “Authority”  – on our rulers and superiors to dictate our behavior.  They succeeded very well, by the looks of it.

I went to a third world country where you were left alone as long as you didn’t actually murder anyone.  A muslim country whose people have an innate sense of right/wrong, common sense and trust in each other’s goodness.  I did very well in business there with a gvt that did not seek to grab as much of my earnings as possible as in Ireland.  Unfortunately, that country is also now under the Bankers’ coronavirus plan for the world.

Now, Feb 2021 what have I reached acceptance of? 

Here is the list!  Please don’t take this for depression.  There is a difference between depression because of a situation and acceptance of it.  My list –

  • My business is gone because the majority of the “educated” world believe “the plague” is worldwide.  Should this end tomorrow, which it won’t – I no longer have the heart to start over again.  I have been knocked down one too many times now.
  • It would seem my life has been an entire waste of my time.  I have nothing to show for it.  No business, no income, no assets.  I am under no illusion – this is not because of covid or coronavirus.  This is thanks to lockdowns instigated, enforced and controlled by OUR elected representatives in government.  It is the power of a selected few in Dail and Seanad Eireann (in the case of Ireland) that has done this – not a virus.  We could have handled this as every government worldwide in history handled their various problems – with faith, fight and fortitude.  Ours did not and none of the silent ones in those houses can be excused either.  But the biggest culprit is ourselves – our unthinking trust and compliance – signalled by the masks people wear…. the majority.
  • My belief that covid is simply a vehicle for a greater evil has resulted in alienation of my entire family and, with two exceptions, my erstwhile “friends”.  Were this to end tomorrow and life to return to normal, I would not want any of them back.  Bitter?  Perhaps, but if they could not accept I had a right to my point of view without being labelled a “conspiracy theorist” then where were their feelings for me as a person?  Should our current way of living not end tomorrow but at some future date where my worst fears have materialised – they can stick their apology where the sun don’t shine.  And, though I will be long gone probably I would take no joy in seeing their misery at the expected outcome – especially for the little ones.

I am not wearing a mask – anywhere.  I have not worn a mask.  I haven’t needed to fight over it – with one exception where I am taking a shopping center manager and his direct upline manager to the WRC for discrimination on health grounds.  They don’t care that I have a medical condition and so maintain that I should sacrifice my health for the “greater good of the community”.  I might consider this if the official covid death figures warranted it – but any sane person examining the OFFICIAL figures recorded by the GVT CSO office can see we are being lied to.  I refuse to compromise my health based on a lie.

I am not sure I understand the videos where I see people fighting over the mask – I suppose I suspect that some videos I see of confrontation with police or fights over masks could possible be false and staged to affirm in our minds that we are captives, slaves and to re-enforce our media-driven fears.

I am not wearing a mask – I have enough problem breathing without something over my mouth and I don’t need to increase my panic with a mask.  I need to look after my immune system, keep my blood pressure down and try to avoid a heart attack or hastening dementia.  On the other hand if I was presented with scientific evidence that reducing my intake of oxygen etc to save my family etc I would not hesitate to do so.  But I have NOT seen a shred of evidence of that while I have spent hours pouring over evidence to the contrary.

I don’t have a car.  If I did I would be driving around the country myself to test the exact force the Gardai are applying for myself.  Their tik-tok dancing (have you wondered why it is global like the “virus”?)  makes me want to vomit.  Like the nurses etc dancing – would you do it in a pandmic?  They are laughing at us.

The talkers – I have accepted that my suspicion the people who have become famous in various countries for their stand against the Covid Governments may not be real.  Talk is cheap.  They have gathered thousands of followers.  But have they (any of them other than Gemma O’Doherty) actually done anything?  Given us a lead?  Made a suggestion that we all do something on the same day (not necessarily a street protest!) to show our numbers or solidarity?

Other than gabbing on social media none of them have done or suggested anything, to date, to counteract the isolationist strategy of the covid planners.  So, sorry guys – not sure you are really rebels anymore.  Journalists or alternative media?  Has anyone done a single real expose on anyone?  NOPE!  Is the evidence plain as the nose on your face that there is HUGE corruption and money laundering?  Yes!  So, why is everyone silent?  Did they accept earlier than me that there is no battlefield and the war was over before it began?  Perhaps.  Just asking the question.

What else have I accepted?

  • the fact we have 3 army controlled concentration camps now in Ireland ready to go.  I am going to behave like the rest of you so I don’t end up in one indefinitely.  Perhaps they would extend it to my family and acquaintances also…… the provision is already in the emergency powers.  Who is going to stop them?  You?
  • that there will be mandatory vaccinations.  BUT – I will not roll up my sleeve quietly to take what I consider to be a lethal injection.  The “elderly” in the nursing homes were not given the option – those without dementia are taking it based on falsely presented information.  Don’t tell me they weren’t because I know of one dying woman who was given it 3 days before she drew her last breath.  She had cancer.  Now she is a “covid death”.  So, what’s in the “vaccine-that-doesn’t-give-immunity-so-should-not-be-called a “vaccine”?  Is it a nanobot or a micro-chip that will make it’s way to my brain, be linked to a computer somewhere and so my body will just take orders – like in the walking dead zombie movies?  Will it make my body produce something saleable for my controllers?  I have seen the science writings on that too.  Or is some cocktail of chemicals they are trying out for some other purpose?  Who cares – it has begun and we can’t say “no” forever so why tire myself out fighting it in the meantime.  Everything has moved so fast since Jan 2020 that we can no longer battle the power of gvt controlled media brainwashing.  I should just make the best of the time left.
  • the fact they will even inject the kids – we have left them do it for that last 10 years without question in spite of the evidence piling up and the brain injured kids suffering and dying.  I know so much about what is happening to the missing children that I can’t think of that anymore and that it is coming for all the children now.
  • the laws that have been put in place already for the detentions, the enforcement, the abolition of cash, their control over us via the bank card or the inserted micro-chip.  Behave  and you get “money” in your account.  Misbehave and you can starve or just be picked up and used in a lab.  Who will be there to protect you?  Nobody.
  • the fact there will be no more private property, just a universal income – see Korea.  Will we be allowed park visits?  Maybe – if we earn it with good behavior.
  • The crowding of everyone into “smart cities”, eternal surveillance inside and outside the home.  Who are the watchers?
  • the eventual chip that will monitor our body stats and decide what we are allowed and not allowed to eat – per force.  Have you seen the film “The Island”?
  • China has gone so far down the road already – the Uigers, the infertility – you know they now recognise that they are going to run out of Chinese people at the current rate so they are asking women to store and donate they eggs and men their sperm for freezing and storage?   Of course the conspiracy would take that to the next level of humans in petrie dishes and grown by AI.  Yeah, just a conspiracy theory.  You think?
  • the control of food production and supply.  The ban on home grown food.  Have you tried to buy seed to plant this spring?
  • the end of schools as we know them – might not be such a bad idea because that system is just more dumbing down than education and the teachers funded in different ways by the great Bill Gates.  The computer teaching the kids.  The adoption by the state of the smartest ones – conspiracy?  Check out how many of our global gvt members, media people and top corporation execs were “adopted” and groomed over the last 10 years while still young and impressionable.  Maybe those “bright sparks” do believe in some warped way that they are saving the planet – but at the expense of humanity?  I feel sorry for the ones that are going to wake up when it is too late and see what they were a part of.  Our Young Global Leaders and Young Entrepreneurs and Young European Leaders – what a great set up and idea that was!  Congratulations to George Soros and Klaus Schwab – a brilliant investment and move!  National University of Ireland, Galway?  The incubator for the WHO – another brilliant move!  Clongowes Wood College?  Wow!

I’m think I might stop now because the way it works with me is that if I write down what is going round my head, it goes away.  Actually, most of the time when I come across something I wrote in the past, I don’t recognise it as mine lol!

So, yes I have accepted all the above in it’s horridness.   In my mind it is all coming to pass.  Nobody forced it on us with guns to our heads.  The majority just watched the TV, listened to the news and never questioned.  But I cannot hold that against them because it takes a different kind of brain to be able to step back and look at the feed objectively and go elsewhere to verify the spiel.  So, a great and expert, gentle but consistent brainwashing – long researched, has taken place with great success.

The mask is just our outward sign of it’s success.  A sign of our fear.  A sign of our compliance and obedience.  We are our own enforcers – in our heads.  Oh – there are the few civilian sadists who take pleasure in their little positions of power to be able (in their heads) to enforce others to comply – after all the law is behind them – or is it?  No matter, both the enforcer/bully and the victim fit together – like a hand in a glove.  At the extreme – Sadist/Masochist and doesn’t the mask fit well in that scenario?  The mark of the slave or the Mark of the Beast?  Does the Bible say something about the “willing acceptance of the Mark of the Beast?  Whatever, I accept that reality now too.  Do I believe in God now?  The jury is out on that one too.  For sure I don’t believe in the holiness or sanctity of the Vatican!  Biggest joke ever is that!  But then they ran with the Nazis too didn’t they?

I am not fighting anymore.  I accept.  I really actually do accept all that is coming, in the full knowledge of it – believe it or not.  Since my life has been a complete waste of time to this point there is no point in wasting the little that is left in fighting a war that cannot be won.  I am going to try to enjoy and spend real time with my grandchildren, watch some movies – select ones, and do my best to take care of myself.

NO I will still NOT wear a mask unless a gun is put to my head – then I will comply but, until then, I will not be my own slavery enforcer for the servants of Satan (oops did I use a wrong word there?) until physically made to.  And I will not signal my slavery and blind obedience with a mask.

The mask is the ONLY way our compliance is seen and THEY need to see it.  Imagine how nervous “THEY” might be if they saw too many maskless people?  There is a movement on social media of people SCREAMING at pubs and restaurants in particular for obeying lockdown.  A movement by people wanting small businesses to open, a bunch of people who have NO idea what it takes just to open – quite apart from any fear of consequences.  But the screamers have nothing to lose.  Most are wearing masks! FFS!  But they want someone other than gvt to vent their fury and frustration on.  They want someone else to put their head on the block first to see what happens.  Most of them don’t even share stuff on their own facebook pages – talk about hurlers on the ditch!  But they rant in groups at others – give me a break!  That – I don’t accept!  Actually I even suspect some are trolls and plants set out to judge our fear and compliance… conspiracy?  LOL!

I will still keep gathering and posting the news – the alternative side of it and I will still keep joining the dots as to who is doing what and who they are connected to – it is enlightening and interesting.  But I no longer labor under the illusion I can change anything, or anyone’s mind.  I am not.  I also have to give up my worry and attachment to seeing my loved ones safe.  It is not going to be possible.  That was just a hopeless dream.

So, there you have it.  Yet another brain clear out for me 🙂  I feel pretty good now that you all know what I am thinking!  Have a wonderful day – while you still can.